I Was A Contestant On The Big Shot With Bethenny. Here’s What I Learned About Facing My Fears Posted byNicole Rosé Stillings June 7, 2021 Leave a comment on I Was A Contestant On The Big Shot With Bethenny. Here’s What I Learned About Facing My Fears I imagined becoming toxic. I imagined being cancelled. It was the most scared I’ve been in my entire life.